History maker and staging to be a christen
hey all new up date i am trying to still figer out who i am and i zm staying in there but i do not know how much longer i can so yeah i am so upset but i can't wait for history maker but i am scered at the same time becuase it is my first time and i do not know what is going to happen there or anything i am so scered and will the struggal is so hard and i do not know how much longer i can hang in here for so if any and any one that is christen can plz pray for me it will help me and i will be able to get storonger and storonger to fight saten my self but tell then i need all the soerport and prayer i can have and some times i will not listen but really i a, listening and i do not ever look like i am listening but i am all the time i am very sencetuv and all that and sorry for you who cant read this i am a very bad speller and all so yeah i am looking fored to speneding my week with my friends from youth my brothers and sisters in christ and will i hear from every one that history maker is the best but that do not help me with what i am going through and this being my first time and all i am a 17 year old going some were with ppl i know but some were i have never been my self and will it is really really scery and all and will sarah brower in no longer with us at youth for i do not know how long but i will misss her she was one of my very very very good friends and all i cant help but cry and all at time during the time of my fath walk and but i do not know how to help my self i have asked for help and all that but there has been nuthn from the Lord nuthing at all and i have prayed for help and steragth but nuthing has happened at all the Lord just do not answer me at all and will that just makes me up set maybe it is true what my youth pastor and his wife say and all the rest of the youth but it do not help the Lord just do not like me and that is why he never answers me in prayer or when ever and i also feel like not going to youth and pre-worship prayer and nutral zone and power zone and refuge bus and all that and spy cell and sceruth grope and all that and will that is about it for me for now so i will go bye all From Jerusha
posted by Jerusha at 7:04 PM
5 Comments:
Hang in there, Jerusha. It will all get better for sure! Here's hoping History Maker will help you open up your heart fully to Christ.
Don't worry, our prayers are with you.
Hey Jerusha! Historymaker is a great weekend; lot's of fun with friends. Even though certain people may not be there, you can have a good time and expect some cool things if you let them.
DO NOT give up on life, God or friends. That lie that God does not like you needs to be fought against. It says right in the Bible that God loves you, He created you Jerusha and therefore He has a plan for you. Don't let the devil keep you bound by those thought. They are NOT true; keep reading God's word because it is His voice and you will learn how He seess you.
You are special and loved Jerusha, never forget that!
Have a fabulous time at HM!
You aren't really supposed to do it alone. Being a christian is impossible if you try to do it yourself. Pretty encouraging eh? But the good stuff is God is there to make it possible. He's the guy who carries us across the shaky bridges to make sure we'd make it across okay. God isn't up somewhere and far away. You are having some hard times, yes? Well, then God is right there having a hard time with you. He is why christianity still exists today, in spite of the impossibilities of it.
Historymaker will be excellent. You've heard this a million times by now, but that doesn't help you right? You don't have to be scared of it because it is new; because it is different. 'Perfect love drives out fear, for fear has to do with punishment...' Something like that is in one of John's letters. We're in God's perfect love. You as well as I. God doesn't play favourites, so if he loves me, he loves you, and Jamie and Mike and Sarah and everyone.
Just try to relax buddy. Enjoy the scenery ;)
Praying for you girl!! :)
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