new up date 4

hey all my week has been crapy so I am just needing prayer with what happened to ted and everything and not even seeing ted that much I am just really cofused and will ted is really the first person who has really cared about me and all and i couled just do something for him he does so much for me it is not even funny and i mean he is so good like i am just so hurt with what happened on monday at my school and all some of you know some dont and will you will fine out sooner or later and will i couled just use some good old prayer plz budys and I just need to have a sholder to cry on right now with how busy me and ted are with are things we do in are lives it is not east seeing each other and talking to each other and that goes for all of you guys you have really stuck by my side through the hard times and the easy times no matter how mad i get at you guys and no matter how much i till you guys i dont need the help you still help and i love it when you guys do so just keep praying for me and keep talking to me and seeing how i am and stuff so if you want to ask me anything about me and my frindship with ted or just want to ask how my week is or ask if i want to go for a walk and hang out or what ever then do just be your self ted has showen me that if i am my self i will be liked for who i am wither it is boyfriend and girlfriend relashenship or a really strong friendship just help each other anuther words i have seen something i never know befor wioll i got to go see you all bye Jerusha

up date 3

hey you all what up in life what you think life means and will praty much ted is keeping me calm and keeping me from going insane so yeah what you all up to how is school we need to go for coffee ppl the only peroblum is i got no money becuase i am going to qwones in summer and that is alot of money so if any one wants to pay sure lets go for coffee From Jerusha

new up date 2

hey gang i am very very very very very happy and you will all fined out why later or you will see why on friday at youth Jerusha